Came across this phrase at the gym -- "Uno Mas"...while my trainer was asking me to do one more kick, my mind wandered (as usual). Found out what it meant, "one more", and my mind automatically, as always, drifted and landed to the thought of him.
I can still vividly remember how it feels like; how his love makes me feel like; how he looks and seem like; how he smells like. Oh, and that feeling whenever I know I am about to see him...the butterflies in the tummy thing? it never went away. It stopped, only because we never planned to see each other again after that last argument.
Well, blogging is supposed to help me get over him and a lot more stuff (according to my blogger friend). It's supposed to capture my wandering thoughts and then writing them all down should be therapeutic. This is my first attempt and we'll see how it "cures" me --my ailing heart and ceaseless mind... IF both can ever be cured.
So, again, I wonder why almost everything leads me (or at least my thoughts) back to him. From a cheezy line I hear from a movie or a TV show; a song I hear or a song that we used to listen to; and even at the most odd places and/or people that I'd ever think of thinking about you -- at the gym and/or my trainer. It's like I'm just compelled to think about you, of you, in whatever circumstance. Then, it just dawned on me...why the phrase "Uno Mas" had an effect on me that day...at the gym. It's because since that cold, fateful Summer night, all I ever wanted was one more chance with you. Uno Mas, N. Uno Mas.
